life by angela☼

Everyone always seems to be asking me how I stay so positive, or accusing me of hiding how I really feel. I've been through a lot of crap and have been hurt by a lot of people. I have every right to feel broken and upset but, here’s the thing, I choose not to. The honest truth is, this is my life. Everything is my choice. Sure, maybe I can't control the way other people treat me, but I can control the way I accept that. So its not that I'm hiding my feelings or have a fear of opening up to people, I really just don't let the negative people in my life control me. It’s not worth it to me to be upset.  I've been there, I've been sad. I've had those nights where I do nothing but sit and cry on the bathroom floor and I've cried so hard that I can't breathe. But those nights sucked and I never want to relive them. So I don't.  That’s not to stay that I still don't care. I still get hurt, I still feel broken inside, and some nights are sti...

Who would have thought we would come to this. I loved you more than you’ll ever know. I fought for us and you fought for us. There was never a moment where I doubted you because I knew you loved me in a way you would never love anyone else. I saw the way your eyes would light up as I walked in a room, as if I was the only one in it, or how you would instantly smile after every kiss. I knew your heart was mine and I was the one who took over your thoughts. You were madly in love with me and I knew I finally had one of the good guys. But I’ll never want you back. I’ll never want you back because when we ended our relationship you told me you wouldn’t be able to move on from me for quite some time because of how much you loved me, yet that didn’t stop you from falling for one of my best friends right after. I’ll never want you back because you told me nothing would change between us, but we don’t talk unless I initiate it and you literally told me you don’t think of me enough to ...